I've been feeling really unsecured this few days, I get angry, I got worried, I am scared, I felt afraid for almost everything. I don't know what is this that I'm feeling and I know for sure I hate it.
Went to see grandpa after work, and I heard my uncle is talking to grandpa very loudly. Because, last night nobody stayed over to accompany grandpa and he's afraid of being alone in a ward. Then, in the morning he threw tantrum to the nurses there, he refuses to eat, he wants to get out of bed even he couldn't, he don't want to listen to the nurses and he wants to go home. He wants to go home with us whenever we are leaving after visiting him. I hope I could accompany him at night if there's another bed there to sleep. If I were to be in his position, I wouldn't want to stay there all alone at night either.
I hope grandpa could stand up and walk again..
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