まりこ : 19 years seems so fast.

Went to visit Grandpa, and I greeted him. I can see his teary eyes looking at me. I was wondering what was he thinking at the moment? Is he in pain? Or is he worried? I knew his condition is getting worser day by day just by the look of his face. I started remembering how well was he when I'm young, taking care of me when I'm having chicken pox, holding my hands up to his chin to feel his pricking short mustache because he knew I find it funny and will laugh by feeling it, argue in a jokingly manner with grandma to entertain us families when we're gathering in their home. Everything felt like yesterday, and now he's lying on bed getting weaker by day.  Hope he's not in pain because I really don't know how he feels..